How about this. Choose the charity you work for rather than they choose you. Find an adventure.
Choose a mission and a cause. Choose a bright future and an urgent now. See a way to make a mark, a dent in the universe. Choose leadership. Choose personality, atmosphere, a team, a gang. Choose a journey and a path. Find somewhere to build yourself, learn, and grow. Choose somewhere to fail as well as you choose to succeed and deliver. They will even out and you will be further forward.
Select them like a house or a home or a partner. Raise your expectations. Find higher love.
As Jaime Lyn Beatty said “A job will fill your pockets. Adventures fill your soul”